Reality My Hell
Lyrics by Randy Gerritse
My choices my own
I cast no blame
When truth ends happiness
Still, it's painful to see
You suffer my weakness
Too naive not to please
Half a lifetime lost
With lessons learned on my knees
Regaining what once was
Fixing past mistakes
Proved a waste time
Forgiveness suffices
Redemption is a beautiful thing

 
But not at any cost
Any cost
At any cost
Any cost
My choices my own
I cast no blame
When truth ends happiness
Still, it's painful to see
You suffer my weakness
I tried to let it go
You gave me every reason
But life loses all meaning without you
My enemy myself
A lifetime sentenced treason
Loneliness my fear
Reality my hell
Reality my hell
Reality my hell